When I need to get something off of my chest this is where I turn to. It is so healthy for me to get my thoughts out and into the world. Instead of locking them up inside my head.
When I am mad. I literally can’t do anything extremely productive. My brain is cluttered with the thoughts pulsing throughout. I try to distract it with different stimuli so the pain doesn’t set in.
I could go into all the details into why I am feeling the way I do but I think it is always important in what you do in response to your feelings. I don’t believe we can control how we feel but I do believe we can control how we react to those feelings. Continue reading
My brain is exploding but I don’t know what to say.
The sun has come out but I don’t know that it’s day.
Time goes on and so does life but why do I feel so empty inside?
Is this how it will be, just waiting on my mind helplessly?
Why do the things happen that we pray to not?
The questions invade me and seem all consuming.
It is all I know and all I feel- can’t you see me breaking?
I don’t want to come off as clingy, so can you just ask?
No one needs to know about the demons that I show.
Our little secret it will be, only yours to keep.
Just be patient as I tell you everything.
Once it is all over I will retreat and regret the things.
I shouldn’t have spoken, I shouldn’t have dared.
If only I just held it in for one more day- to let it pass away.
Forgive me, I will now be, on my own, forevermore.