-Being obsessed with MBTI-

Myers Briggs Type Indicator.

I know there are so much more than this. I barely know enneagram cognitive functions, and shadow functions.

whoismocca-blog-tipps-tricks-laptop-coffee-notebook-sliderI love to go on peoples blogs and personality cafe all of the time just to learn more about the different types.

I seriously think that I should be a psychology major rather than film sometimes. Although I think that it will then suck the fun out of it.

I am an INFP and find myself to be pretty much the epitome of this type. It actually kills me how much I fit into the stereotype. Every once in awhile I am like “ehhh” but most of the time I am laughing at how accurate it describes me. Continue reading

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Writing Songs

music-headphones-770x472I love music. Worship. Indie. Alternative. Singer-song writer. Country. Even some pop. Barely any rap.

It can transcend you. Change your mood. Or help you express your feelings. Writing songs have become so therapeutic for me.

I have been writing songs for a long time now but now I am writing them all in my journal and documenting their existence.  Continue reading

Anxiety?

4-7-8-breathing-stop-anxietySuch a fun topic. The thought game. The panic game. I have this but this isn’t news. It just sucks when it gets really bad.

Your brain goes into over-drive and then you crash into depression. You can’t be both anxious and depressed at the same time but you can oscillate quite often. Your over-thinking leads into depression and vice versa.

I hate the symptoms of sweating. It just happens without me realizing it. Sometimes even when I don’t think I am anxious. The heart palpations. The closing of the chest. It is hard to breathe. Your mind is going a million miles a minute. Then sometimes you cry. This is more of a panic attack now. The feeling of complete uneasiness. You can’t move.  Continue reading

My Television Season Theory

Are you ready? Here is one of my best theories ever. Each TV show copies the same pattern in their story telling journey. Let’s start at the beginning.

Season 1

heartland_season1The first installment in what will hopefully be the franchise. Everything is new and foreign not only to the audience but to everyone involved. Things need to be established. The actors are getting used to their characters. The storylines are trying to be set up and developed. It is the season you look back on later and realized how much it sucked compared to the end product but still love it because that is where it all started.  Continue reading

The never ending writing process…

Working at cafeSo I am writing a TV show- or at least outlining it. I am also writing a book- although that has been on hiatus for three months now. Whoops. I moved on.

This is what I mean. It never ends because I always hit a road block, lose inspiration, or gain it for something else. It isn’t that I don’t like the idea anymore it is just once I have lost my groove it is hard to get it back. It may take a week or a month or maybe years.  Continue reading

Ramble of the INFP

shy-girlI disappeared for two weeks. At least it wasn’t a month.

I always feel like screaming. But I don’t. I don’t for fear of judgement. So I sit there. Quiet. Saying things under my breath or in my head.

When people say things about the stuff I am passionate about and I have a differing opinion I hold back because I hate conflict.  Continue reading

INFP: I’m a turtle.

68ee9e7da2e75eee6aba43a07ee72e97_cartoon-sea-turtle-cartoon-sea-turtle-cartoon-clipart_7197-4514You may see me as outgoing. Standing on top of my shell. This only happens when I am passionate about something.

You may see me as chill. Head is poked out of the shell. This is who I am most of the time.

You may see me as withdrawn. Pulled all the way into my shell. This only happens when I feel exhausted or emotional.  Continue reading