I had this whole thing about traveling alone and the tips I learned. It was short and sweet and to the point. And then it all got deleted. Gone- just like that.
It sucks when your work is just no longer there. It was there one minute and then a glitch just made is disappear. No draft saved or anything.
I want to do this whole blog thing because I love to write and get my thoughts out. It would only make sense that I share that with the world. Or more like the three people that actually read it.
So I don’t know if I will rewrite the post. I did honestly like it and was proud of what I came up with in an afternoon. Literally about to add pictures and post it. It will be a miracle if this makes it to the publishing mark.
What do you guys want me to write about? I could ramble about almost anything. You just may or may not want to hear what I have to say. I find it so much easier to communicate through words on a paper or screen than from coming from my mouth.
I am not angry this time. I guess I am just disappointed and done. Like I don’t feel anything, which honestly isn’t good. It just sucks because I can never recreate exactly what I wrote. It will just be this weird imitation reproduction. Instead of the raw in the moment response to my thoughts.
It will be me trying to reach something that I have already done but can no longer access. Do other writers experience this? It is such a terrible feeling that I think only writers feel. Like I have just been stabbed in the back by the one you care about- your computer. Of course this doesn’t happen often, maybe just once or twice a year.
Let’s end it at this. On a semi happy note if that. So why I haven’t blogged in almost a week- I went on a solo trip to South Carolina. I was going to post a blog post about my experience but now you get this. Hopefully I will blog again in the next two days. Thank you for reading and caring. As always please comment, like, and follower for more of me spilling out my inner thoughts.